Have you ever had that feeling where you thing someone is gay, but at the same time you aren’t so sure? Well that’s exactly how I felt about Jermaine. I had just come out of the closet a year ago, during my senior year 2007. I was now in college and I was living happily, now that I didn’t have to hide my true feelings. Yet, my only sexual experience had been to blow off my best friend Steven, who was going to the navy. I had invited him to my house and as the day went on, I was able to come out to him and I ended up giving him head, but that was it.
I was dying to have all out sex and get fucked real good, but I had yet to have the opportunity. My looks were definitely not the problem, and before I came out, girls were always trying to hit on me. Im about 5’ 8” so im not the tallest, but I have a nice six pack with beefed up arms and legs. I have green eyes and dirty blonde hair and one of the nicest asses around. I love staring at my ass and seeing how it bulges in my semi tight fitting jeans. The problem though, was that I didn’t find so many guys that I liked and I really wanted a masculine, strong guy who worked out as much as I did and could treat me like his bitch.
In college most of the gays were really flamboyant and I wasn’t really in that crowd. Most of them looked at me and starred and wanted me to nail them, but I was the one who wanted to get nailed. I was pretty sure that I would be versatile one day, but for my first time other than that blowjob, I wanted to be submissive. I enjoyed the idea of someone pushing a hard dick into my ass and getting the pleasure out of pounding on it, until they came inside.
I had heard stories from the girly guys that they had gotten such and such straight guy to fuck them, and how this soccer player and that baseball player nailed them in secrecy. Deep down, that is what I wanted. It was a feeling that no one could change and I knew that for me to be happy, I had to find a guy like that.
So during college, I stayed at a condo my parents had bought years earlier on the beach and not at the dorms. The condo was only 20 minutes away and I drove on a daily basis in my red infiniti G35 which all the guys at school drooled about. I had it hooked up with nice rims, a spoiler and a supercharger, so it was no surprise that a lot of guys always stared when I drove by. That’s how I met Jermaine. I was parking into my reserved space on campus and Jermaine was walking by and mentioned, nice ride! I said thanks and got my books out of my trunk and noticed him looking at me weird. I guess not weird, but different. While he was walking away, I kind of felt like he was staring at my ass or at least looking me up and down. I didn’t know if it was because of my clothes, which was always brand name and expensive, my style or my body. I just know that I felt a tingling inside and I kept smiling at him and became very attracted to him.
After I finished getting my things out of my car, I headed to the library to work on a paper for my freshman composition class. About an hour after sitting down, I hear the same voice as earlier ask, can I sit here? I look up and there is Jermaine again. I told him to go right ahead and looked down as if to keep working on my paper. It became really difficult to work on it though, because I felt him staring again and I kept thinking about how hot he was. Within a couple of minutes he asked, so what are you working on? I told him it was an essay about health and exercise for my composition class and that I had decided to write about sports. He mentioned that he was on the football team on campus and that maybe I should go to the games before the season was over. I told him I would definitely go if I got the chance. I told him about me living off campus at the condo and he said that he did too, and that had made it difficult for him to get a ride sometimes. Being the nice person that I am, and wanting to get to know him better, I let him know that I could give him a ride anytime. Deep down, you know what kind of ride it was that I wanted to give him. We kept talking for a while and I enjoyed looking at his body. He wasn’t one of those huge football players, he was actually smaller. He was about 5’ 9” so just a bit taller than me. His biceps were huge though and his quads looked like those on a horse. His body was amazing and I noticed his hazel-green eyes that demanded attention when you gazed into them. I could tell he was probably mixed black and white (found out later he was black and latino), because he had that nice caramel colored skin that we all wish we had.
So at during the week, I saw Jermaine a few more times and he would smile and stare. I felt he was gay, but at other times I would see him making out with this really good looking cheerleader. Maybe he just liked my car, or thought I was rich and was trying to use me or something, but I enjoyed the attention. That Friday I decided to go to the football game with a couple of my female friends and scope out the guys. I saw Jermaine after they won the game 38-7 and he had taken his helmet off. His body looked amazing in that white and blue uniform, and I loved looking at his crotch, where his cup was covering his prized possession. It looked pretty big from my perspective, but there was only one way to know for sure. I headed down with the girls and we stood near their locker room and all enjoyed watching them walk around with their shirts off. The girls mentioned how hot Jermaine was and I told them how I was falling for him and they talked about how we could share him, and we just laughed.
Back at the
We drive out of the parking lot and Jermaine was wearing his team
I told him that I didn’t go
We get to my apartment and he mentions how nice it is and that he wished his place was as nice. I have Jermaine follow me into my room and he picks out some things that he likes and he was really surprised by how much clothes and how expensive it was and he was worried that he would mess it up. I told him it wasn’t a problem and showed him to the bathroom. That’s when I got the first big surprise of the evening. As I go back to iron my clothes,
I know that praying and wishing to god could make things happen, but what I was wishing at that moment, I really didn’t expect to be fulfilled. Jermaine says, Hey, are you going to shower before you go? I replied
He moves over and grabs my arm and gently pulls me under the shower head. As the water begins to run down my body, I feel the steam rising and going into my lungs. There was a sense of calm and sensuality in the air that I had never experienced. He had soap in his hands, and he began to rub it on my shoulders. He massaged me in such a hot and heated manner, that I was ready to give him anything he asked for at that moment. He worked down into my back and then extended his arms around my body and lather up my
The feelings stayed pretty much about the same, and I was in such ecstasy that I had yet to say one word. Jermaine hadn’t said anything
We kept going for what seemed like an eternity and my ass was becoming numb. Jermaine pulled my upper body up and was now standing and only leaning forward slightly. I placed my hands on the shower wall and now felt like every time he pushed forward, his cock would slide vertically into my body. Jermaine pushed his body closer to mine, wrapped his hands around my body and humped me like a maniac. I felt all warm inside and his dick was getting thicker and I could feel my hole spreading more. Jermaine moaned more and more and his breathing got really heavy. I felt a something in my ass that I had never felt and it was from all the streams of cum that were gushing into my hole. After a few hard pounds, Jermaine stopped and let go of my body. We hadn’t said any words throughout the whole process until he said, damn your ass is tight. I turned around, smiled and whispered into his ear, you were my first! His eyes opened as in disbelief and asked me, really? I said
We got out of the shower, got dressed and headed to the club. At the club I began to sweat and could still feel the tingling of my body. I was feeling
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